Now is the time
Now is the time that I must decide.I have to decide not to give upto make my dream happenIf I don't decide then it is all doomed to failure.I'm sick of people saying "ur only 16"Yes, I may have a lot...
View ArticleI laughed
An honest laugh. Not just one. I laughed all last night. I had a serious talk that really helped. Then I laughed like I hadn't laughed in years. I needed that so bad and now i'm in such a good mood...
View ArticleI'm falling for someone I shouldn't
Okay...so i secretly always had a thing for her. But I never acted upon it. Maybe I'm just lonely...but she seems very....idk. She just seems to get it. She understands life. I can talk to her and she...
View ArticleToday's the day I make it or break it
I shouldnt like her....She's way too young.But she's so matureShe's so...differentShe seems so much older than she isShe grew up fasterI dont think people her age can handle her....Not saying I think...
View ArticleI Listened to my heart
and I think it was one of the smartest moves i've ever donei still dont knowi'm not surebut heytoday was awesomeI visited buddy...he's doing wellthen....i went to the mall with rachelhad a BLASTwe took...
View ArticleWe're together
and not just togethertogether and happyit' s amazing. i might see her todayi saw her last nighti just love this alli want to treat her as good as i cani want to make her happyi want to be happyso far...
View ArticleDay of Silence
So yeah..things have been pretty good. Some minor downs but mostly ups. Rachel and I are doing great....there are a few things to worry about (not between us....just i'm worried about her for a few...
View ArticleWhen You Leave My Colors Fade To Gray
AmazingMy life has still been amazing. I think this is literally the longest i've been even somewhat happy. But I'm a lot more than somewhat happy. I am COMPLETELY happy. Rachel is amazing.I miss her...
View ArticleOne Month
So yeah.....Sunday was me and Rachel's one monthShe was grounded all weekend...but I was able to spend a couple hours with her on SundayShe still amazes me. Seriously. All we did was hang out at her...
View ArticleToo much to write down
Has been going on.I basically went through the worst times in my life to realizeI don't need a relationship to make me happy (but it helps)I had to lose Ray to figure out that I don't need her to make...
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